Some days you might wake up and feel that you KNOW the entire day is gonna suck.
Have you ever thought about how many amazing days that you've lost because you let a small thing come in the way of your happiness?
I believe that the purpose of life is making the most of it, and that doesn't just mean doing the most things you want to do, because doing those things are worth nothing if you don't feel excited, lucky, proud or blessed to be doing those things.
So to enjoy your life, you actually have to be happy.
Last night I never fell asleep. Every smallest noise made me so angry and I got angrier and angrier as time went by. Has any of you ever tried to fall asleep when youre angry? When youre lying there wishing that the people doing construction work at 5am will fall on their head and pass out, just so you can have some peace?
Being angry in any situation clearly doesnt help. Lying there plotting for someone to get hurt doesnt help much either. So what if you cant sleep, or you have a headache, or your professor gave you an unfair grade? These small things should not have the power to make you an angry, bitter person who only wants to crawl up and feel sorry for yourself.
Someone wise once said that you hold the remote control to your own emotions. No one else and nothing else can make you feel a certain way, only YOU can do that.
When my fiance woke up today I was so angry. I was sitting in the living room demonstrating against life with a pair of tights wrapped around my head (to block out the light). I could have easily chosen an eyemask with a pair of cat eyes and pretended to be a cat, but no I had to make my demonstration as dramatic as possible.
Just the previous night my fiance was up the whole night. Then he was up the whole day with me, continuing to smile and do so many things to make the people around him happy. Today he ran to make me breakfast, Eggs, bread, youghurt cocoa - the whole deal. As he stumbled into the dark bedroom because I refused to turn on the light, sat down on the bed with me and waited while I spilled food all over the bed, it slowly occured to me - how blessed and fortunate I am! How can I afford to waste any of my emotions and thoughts on self pity and anger, when there is so much beauty in the world and so much to be thankful for?
I wish you all a beautiful day filled with happiness <3